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I ÄNNU ETT HÖSTFALL

Dröm mig i rönnkransade Höstskogars dagrar
där skimmer fastnar invid sovande gärden
medan en bräckt imma famlar, lyfter ― Stiger

 

Och ett mjukt regn sveper ― Vårdkasen väser

 

Färdas dimhöljd

Snart det randas igen ― Igen

 

 

Vakar tassemark, leker med torrat lövrassel,

äter mina tistlar noga och skänker leenden

nedan lidna dagarnas grådask skyar speglat

 

Och har ensam fastnat ― Där Tiden stannat

 

De nästan obemärkta vågorna i bergsbäcken

lyssnar när vid de ljuvande regnstänken,

åser skogen glesnas i sakta takt med Hösten

och visste att löven skulle falla här ― Igen

 

Färdas dimhöljd ― Spårlöst

Snart det randas igen ― Igen

 

Når ett arlat kärr i slött lövfällande,

härinne får friden smekande mildra

 

Du, Höstmark, är Dödens vilsna järtecken

 

 

Och strax hördes Vinternattsvinden ropa

I ÄNNU ETT HÖSTFALL

I ÄNNU ETT HÖSTFALL

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INTERNATIONAL INTELLIGENCE

INTERNATIONAL INTELLIGENCE

INTERNATIONAL INTELLIGENCE

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UNDER A NOVEMBER FROST MOON

UNDER A NOVEMBER FROST MOON 1

UNDER A NOVEMBER FROST MOON 1

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TO LIFE BEG

Still in longing our embrace stayed, in dead words,

pressed against field moisture to grow as refused

 

(Taking our love away from labyrinthine answers on a night blackened heath)

 

Our tender moments searched in vain after its hold

for hardened by remorse will hope us now own alone

 

(Soiled and completely thorn the heart in direness is forced to lay)

 

It is me an unloved grin to reflect:

To life beg

 

Meagerness have bared weak words against our eyes witness,

glittered in dust´s helplessness, unmoving mirrors: Memories

 

I have waited, got stuck,

there immovable walls have built life´s game,

ordered the nonyears unwise unlust ended:

To break and bury

 

Dwelling here

 

Learned death:

Life infected by its tearing

 

Have spoken sweetly and touched near the shimmer

And: Dignifiedly hated

 

Cold,

love our farewell

 

 

Warm up the ground.

TO LIFE BEG

TO LIFE BEG

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1 SIGFRIDSSON

1 SIGFRIDSSON

1 SIGFRIDSSON

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DET TREDJE SÅRET

Tidigt, redan innan dagen märkt mig igen,

kommer det första såret drivet ur mullen

och talar kyligt, i svala, ljusbrutna natten:

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Är vindsläckta ljusen,

käraste sorgvännen du mött, 

de kvarlämnade spåren i sankmarken

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Det andra såret, är om nödvärnen stöpt,

övernärt Alltets hopplöst köldslagna famn

och har snart förbrukat all min sårbarhet,

når in till Tiden och vaknar ständigt krökt:

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Sorgen har spelat för länge på eget bräde

med Livet upplagt vara ett flyktigt intet

(Gömda skeenden rotslagna i förskott

räcker hit själva Ödet ställt  fullskrivet)

 

 

Sista flagorna av ömket skrapas ner

Köldens grepp har snart vridits rätt

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Där, över tigande dunklet

och skälvande ljusfladdret

stiger en skimran:  Klarhet,

Hemmet till det sista såret

 

DET TREDJE SÅRET

DET TREDJE SÅRET

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LÄNGST UTE PÅ EN HOLME

Längst ute på en holme där havet väter skären
står kampen att skydda tankarna från insynen

Mörkad ligger Stigen ― Mörkad ligger blicken

Bränner orden.

 

Lyfter blicken,

slagen den drar till marken att kvara

 

En vänlös

Ty mattat glitter är odugligt

 

En kärlekslös

Ty putsat glitter är befängt

 

 

 

Rör senare vid dammet fallet ödestugegolvet,

i lånat nattläger, sliten itu och famnande Intet

Mörkad ligger Gården ― Mörkad ligger skogen

 

Striden hugger.

 

Lyssnar,

hör stillheten vandra över skogens insjö
när solkattade månan glänser i träårorna

 

Står lustdräpt, vacklar,
i ljusan Sommarnatt framför inre skygga tankar

Drar åt tyngder, hotar,
i mörkan Sommarnatt där alla Svaren sig frågar

 

 

Släpad till Livet märkt igen

In i klarhet och imma hälld

Hatet så starkt att det vägrar sig fäste

att ta strandhugg nere vid de tio floderna

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1 SIGFRIDSSON

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SOME NOTES ON PSYCHIATRY

Originally published 17/2-14 on: http://thesolsticewell.com/ 

(Slightly altered for your reading pleasures.)

I am extremely pro-psychiatry. But, not in the state it is in today. Consequently, pro-psychiatry today really is spelled out as being anti-psychiatry.

In a society that truly is completely warped and where only the really sick are able to function without any real problems and real emotions, then dare to call themselves “normal”, then there is a bigger problem than most now wish to imagine. I am well aware of that there is a good standing ground for a few psychiatric diagnoses and that psychiatry still is in its infancy, but…

Several years ago I spent about a year studying psychiatry closely and I wrote some articles that I will keep to myself. How tiring it was to look into and witness the hopelessness inside this “science” that never has cured anyone. The cure is? Anyway, granted be that if you are born with a defect mind then that can never really be “fixed”. So, we have to follow theories then, and follow all the new scientific reports that change every year like clockwork in a book of contemporary lies. Society is never at fault and can never admit any guilt for building a system that is actually against a healthy society.

  1. There is a need for more separation. There should be one form of psychiatry that take care of people with “hereditary disorders” and then another called something else than psychiatry that takes care of what this twisted society actually brings forth in the shape and form of “dis-orders” (Sic!). The same separation could and should be made inside prisons. (Obviously it is not a good idea to have young people coming in and being trained to be criminal and build a network. Or as some are doing inside psychiatry with copying others behaviour.) Normally I am against “separation”, especially in this “science” where interdisciplinary attempts with research really is sorely needed.
  2. It is all a “lose-lose situation”. The psychiatrist has to claim his identity, his “knowledge” and “authority” above the patient and under the politics in the society that he serves to. The main problem is that we have many psychiatrists that have to act as they are really clever and can read minds and see through face values, etc. In most psychiatrists minds there is a need to judge and feel that they are the authority in control, just like all other small people out there today that will say they want to help, but they cannot help so they grow bitter and twisted. This immature need to feel respected for no apparent reason is especially prevalent in psychiatry and thus they mirror their own beliefs and behaviour to find narcissism in everyone else. Finding faults and wrongdoings in everything said and done as they have a license that make them right no matter what… Especially we who are imbecilic enough to dare question psychologists and psychiatrics fantasies and joke about it are simply the worst. There is an exaggerated self-esteem problem within all these currently emptied authorities in society, be it the police, the politicians, the military, the discophiles…  

Well, surely there are a few individuals inside this work that have a need to feel they have control over other people as that would mean they are better on the inside, proven with that they are on the outside looking in. Classification, or labelling if you wish, may work well in music where you can say that this sounds like this and that labelling that someone made up before. This is something quite different we are looking at here and it is not as easily determinable as perhaps cancer or a common cold would be.

There is no real authority to be found in psychiatry yet, and I for one really wish it one day to become authoritative. The many stories of psychiatrists and their employees using their petty power to hurt “patients” they dislike for some reason or another is just “the tip of the iceberg”. Crimes are committed today in every living moment inside psychiatry and fabrication means nothing in these circles while they cover up their dirty tracks. And in the now; these “psychiatrists” will guard their own sect by repeating “information” that they follow as it would be facts from the patients journals and carefully follow the latest trends like dumb sheep speaking amongst and to themselves in a mirror. As I do right now, complaining about their work, is of course highly narcissistic and reveals that I would have some kind of “disorder”. Well, if you give anyone five minutes of time and your eyes are quick to judge everything as negative and beneath you; then you might be where the issues really are.

Or, maybe most people are not capable of understanding other people. Especially after knowing that they rarely can make any claim to even understand themselves. The great pretenders roam the society and are clueless, still laughing at ten or five years, or was it days ago when they believed this and that… Homosexuality was voted out as being a mental health diagnose. It cannot be treated any different than schizophrenia or cerebral pares if we are looking at real disorders and not what the controlled media brainwashes people to behave like. The real mental health issues are forced under a “taboo” and I care about these controlled trends and fashions in society, especially the deadly ones. It is not amusing at all that their sect language is used to protect the fact that they really know close to nothing about the mind and how it really functions. Be it for “political reasons” or ignorance of reincarnation and many other things. Without understanding that people have very different heritages in them that they cannot possibly understand if they are not sharing the same blood is a big issue here. Fact stays: They know very little about the mind as it is more different in different people than they now will acknowledge, and if not having the more complete picture of humanity to work with; it will all be useless.

Anyone dumb enough to believe that what is presented as new science every year will change into a new absolute current truth that we all have to learn and live by until the next current truth appears must truly be pitied, at least if they don’t acknowledge that they are following plausible theories. Present day scientists must produce results with their research or they will have no income, so most of it is made up and second guessing back and forth, leaving out facts that doesn’t serve the politics they’re working for. On who’s expense is this? We, the people.

The large majority of the psychiatrists is not worthy to be psychiatrists and should never have been able to graduate and swear their oath to Apollon in a healthy and real society. 

  1. I have to make the claim that in the current state of life there is so much Knowledge missing that has to be placed right for anything at all to work in accordance with reality. When a more enlightened society will rise once again and we can really start to care for life in time before we get served more of that depressing crap from our foes current society where everything can be called upon as “disorders”, then and there we might encounter something worthwhile to be found inside humanity again, for all of us.

Also try to remember the insane lie that: “All people have diagnoses”. We are all completely warped and that is the “normality” sold everywhere as a catchphrase. It makes us all so equal, doesn’t it? Fashion comes in so many shapes and forms these days that any truth is non-existent; this in a world where most are trained to not care at all… No wonder that so many seek diagnoses for their identity to feed off and give blame to. Grow up. All of you.

How come that I have any interest in psychiatry?, you might ask. I foresee a New Time where there will be severe issues with identity, guilt and broken people that will really need a real and helping psychiatry.

PSYCHIATRY

PSYCHIATRY

The photo? It is a shoe attached to a “woman” that I saw picking her nose while we were waiting to cross a street. She had a t-shirt that said: I like flowers my favorite are roses. She is completely normal and have nothing to do with psychiatry.