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HANGED UPON WISHED FOR BRANCH

Heaving up the trashed and torn roots

right here next to the old gallows pole hill

 

 

 

Dig inside my soil.

 

 

 

Every glance is taken like a last solidified picture;

 

Released with the dew-drops in a morning haze.

 

Autumn’s shrouded leaves flicker.

 

 

 

(Daylight in its rising counts itself as old annual rings

finding me in the uncertain emptied; filled with real need.)

 

 

 

Time continues

 

 

 

To willful use for the eye

meets the entrance by the edge of the woods

where soaking wet leave mounds glimmer

 

from the same dawn to dawn enclosed

 

in the greyed trees, the bluish skies

watched and awaited; Time continues.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

(Juniper bushes, which stood on the slopes

treads on the longed for forest grounds

up the duskily pine-needle filled paths.)

 

 

 

Feel the presence.

 

 

 

Harshly appears the cold ways

denying cloud covered days,

which felted all my time here.

 

 

 

The wind hisses bodefully.

 

 

 

 

(Out-witted as an autumn-adorned branch

taken down with the now icing night-wind.)

 

 

 

 

 

Hear me clearly; Time continues.

HANGED UPON WISHED FOR BRANCH

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WHERE STONE SHARDS STAND

Choice is stone on flowers

or flowers on stone

 

YOU THERE! Follow me here and step on meandering ant-tracks

continuing down through the meadowland; in just this spring

which now remade by the meltwater runs over into…

 

Summer, went past reflecting other little summer memories

up here on juniper tree hills and field islands; down by the creeks

we turn our embraces around full-grown wild strawberry ditches

 

 

The water-mirror slumbered stuck further down in the old hollow

with its pine-needles and dust swimming on after― So prettily teasing

 

We will see invisibly lifted stone shards there behind the glade

by saddened hardened in each corner ― Yet they’re playing

 

 

The views are here allowed to be us stretched far and wide,

reachable, for us hastily taken in right before…

 

Autumn, a scent around blot wood and mushrooms in damp moss

from a silent hiding-place where one single leaf has hanged itself on;

following true life-gladness in search after worth seeing; stainless.

 

 

It died down meanwhile the river silenced below the ridge

and beside me sat a frosted fog denseness in a smile;

in its cold and snowfilled winterarms winterfairest shine

 

 

We return home inside the soll!

 

We strike forward our years on mountains!

 

We break Earth’s veins!

WHERE STONE SHARDS STAND

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AFORE BEAUTY DIES

Where fallow stayed accessible for years

gleaming in its coldest nightstones; calling

inside the forests snow-covered darkness

as night grew all its frost ready; to cling

 

Watching the remains sunken down in blood.

 

(My intensive double eyes

telling about my earlier lives,

remember now my clearest traces.)

 

 

Following my longings impossible demands,

 

That,

 

which never at any time will caress;

cutting a heart that thought too hard; My grave.

 

 

And all my beauty is now dead, as yours,

which in all of you so wrench and aggrieve

 

 

Missing me. My longing is cured.

FINDING. AM. BRED.

I am the new essence matured.

 

 

Extinguishing all my wounds suffering,

and awake, afore beauty dies, once more.

SPRING FLOWERS 1

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IN A TIMELESS

Wide awake.

 

Taking over dawning,

kicking around down in the sand ―

sighting a grey-barn stand among summers ruins

 

Stepping up to the ledge of a still asleep stone bridge

when a grey wagtail flee away with a quenched cry

almost unheard in our consent of silent wind-throws

 

(It hurts to be so greatly charged with suspicion.)

 

 

It cuts hard into my insight.

 

Sad to say, I am an all too easily harmed, an turned inside irascible

that been lured to train myself balanced, to hurt myself galled,

be a vulnerable and at the same time avoid hardest pain

 

(Being all wounds intact and lulling my fairest dream again)

 

Have ragged myself to come down to the others alikeness;

to obstinately be on exception as an unknown curiosity

But… One thing will lead to the last ― In to an unsolvable

 

(Remained left in a late set autumn, in a capricious ― In a timeless)

 

 

Finally my anguish cuts me done.

 

It is late.

 

Care not to carve in overripe wood more now.

 

 

 

Wide awake.

IN A TIMELESS

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SPRING FLOWERS, AGAIN

Took these yesterday, at the same place as last year. It reminded me of my life: Doing the same thing over and over and returning.

SPRING FLOWERS 1

SPRING FLOWERS 2

SPRING FLOWERS 3

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SIGNALER.

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SED SE TIDEN

1 SIGFRIDSSON – SED SE TIDEN (FRONT)

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I ETT TIDLÖST

Klarvaken.

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Tar över gryningen,

sparkar runt nere i strandbrinkens sand ―

urskiljer en grålada stå bland sommarens ruiner

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Stiger upp på kanten till en ännu sovande stenbro

när en liten forsärla flyr iväg med ett slocknat skri;

nästan ohörbar i vårt samtycke till tysta vindkast

.

(Det sårar att vara så bottenlöst utsatt för misstro.)

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Det skär till hårt i min inblick.

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Trist. Är en alltför lättsårad; en inåtvänd snarstucken,

lurad till att träna mig balanserad; plågas hudlöst,

vara en sårbar och samtidigt undvika hårda sårnader

.

(Har alla såren kvar och nattar min fägringsdröm igen.)

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Har ovårdat mig till att komma ner till andras likhet;

att envist sättas på undantag som en okänd egenhet

Men…, det ena ger ändå det sista ― In till ett olöst

.

(Var kvar i en sent lagd höst, i ett nyckfullt ― I ett tidlöst.)

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Äntligen hugger smärtan klart.

.

Det är sent.

Gitter inte gräva mer i murknat trä nu.

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Klarvaken.

I ETT TIDLÖST

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TILL ETT NÄRBELÄGET MINNE

Det mest självklara för vargen förvånar fåren.

 

Ser en dödad vinterbrodd fastfrusen träcket

och igenkänner de direkt födda ner i gravfamnen:

 

Fattiga ungskogarna, tätt eller glest växta,

i ett frånvarande tillstånd vänder till trotset

däri själva vissnandet upptar all deras tid…

 

Sårbara, så gåtfullt överens med hårdaste erfarenheten,

växta på en stenbumling med rötterna synliga runtom

felslut som; tvivel, olust, sorger, vekhet och misär

där orden mest bjuder på gammal halvmesyr

dugligt till smickret; klent till Verkligheten

 

Fulländat dagdrömda dansade på nattgammal is,

äcklande gynnade produkter fria från renhet

och har frihet till hopp om ynklig nåd efter illdåd,

ty ungdomens dumheter slösar ungdomens glöd bort

 

Vänner! Såren kommer till innan lidandet

och täckes sällan över av att gjort är gjort

för när det strids om att få äta tistlarna,

vara mest kväljande trälföda lekt i lort,

kommer döden aldrig hit för fort

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