THAT FAKE “NEW AGE”

November 10, 2016 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

I could save you some years of hard work here and there if you would care to listen. I have studied the junk-society with my real knowledge for these last two decades. Correcting all the mistakes for “fun” in most of the written and unwritten material, looking at the propaganda from our foes in different constructions and lies, crying at and sneering at controlled debates in the media and much more… Rarely could there be found a thought that was worth thinking. Or a mind that could really think in this middle-age, it is sad but true. I already knew how the behind the scenes in this world work since long ago, but it really is worsening day by day. If your crime statistics can be constructed to say otherwise, then you don’t know what crimes I am speaking about here…

I took some “working vacations” and studied what is wrong up-close; also went and searched here and there a few times during the years. It gave less than nothing as it truly is a big nothingness we see in the mainstream society. Experience is overrated, believe me. Outside the Truth, that would be outside the Knowledge of the Gods and the worlds, there is just the made of dirt and their lies to warn this world about. Not that most people would listen and get their own life, as most of them are brainwashed into not caring for what is right or wrong; and as long as it’s not presented on TV as correct to follow. You have to talk nicely to these people or their ears will shut down. I will let others do that sweet talking. I will not bother with them in person anymore. I do care about these people at their core, I just cannot stand their current sickness, that is why I only write for the sane instead. You will not be seeing me on TV. I am way too high up for that.

The real New Age, or rather: New Time, is of course the Gods coming back here to Midgard, that is known as “Asatru”. That is more or less the explanation everyone need. There is no point in commenting on the matter much more.

OLD TRUTH VERSUS OLD LIES

Anyway…, let me just state that our foe surt is still forced to come up with something “new”: “A lie that is bigger than the Gods Truth”, as their filthy “monotheistic” weapons will be crushed completely and with it the retarded ideologies that went with the Illusion that was built on others trust and blood. No difference to be found anywhere in all crap they make, they become the same kind of scum pretending to hold water. Our foe is still trying out different lies inside the fake “New Age” to see what will do most damage to our world. When it all finally will fail they have at least spread around their names in it, a little here and there as it would be invisible where the whole “New Age-garbage” came from… Trying to force people to remember them, but this will gladly not happen anyway. The few thousand that still have a little interest in the ridiculous and fake “New Age” are left to look for loop-holes to explain away all the mistakes and lies they sell as venom. Explaining away anything would be quite easy for them as they live on their lying and twisting truth as their profession. We with Knowledge can safely say that there is nothing to be found in that stealing and misusing of the Gods worlds and cultures; owned as well by the people that had and have higher knowledge, twisting “New Age” into an untouchable mess for any sane being. Just avoid it at any cost.

The lies spread around in the fake “New Age” may for some look like “white lies”, as they’re there to prevent our foe from looking like the pervert and liar he really is, and making another fake foe, like they always do. This time it will be “from the stars”… By the way, we are life from the star called the Sun that gives this world its light. We are Sons of the Sun God and it is embodied in Odin as a symbol under various names in all our cultures. We come from the Star. The shining light that gives us all Life here; the Sun. Do you understand? The current ridiculous being they have promoted as being their foe for thousands of years is our foe, that fake will not be working for long anymore, I can promise you that. This present society is far worse than death to live in. It is keeping people from having any real honour and intellect and then calling it their free will and progression… And that has worked for our foe through the ages with different angles, which is just unbelievable… It is so unbelievable that it is the Illusion itself.

These are more or less still cavemen, as anyone can see, that we are speaking about who are greatly helped, and used by higher beings that try to invade and conquer our world. They do see people like objects and as “dirty animals” compared to their “greatness”; but they are not that big and great and they are as much part animal as any other “alien” or “human” out there. To imply that the Gods are alien beings from other planets is only partly true. Reality is that the Gods grown themselves deserving in a long tradition and have parented many other beings in other worlds at the same time. Much has come from this world that have aided and built other worlds. We are of course all part of alien and animal life through the Gods blood. Did anyone really not know that?

There is something very wrong with our foe and his “gen-ethics”, that is for certain. He owns absolutely nothing in this world and his only “creation” left here is the dirty seed through some “women” that he managed to rape in the past. Everything he uses is stolen; a filthy nothing that preys on others work and he will refuse to acknowledge and understand that he is just an inferior puppet. So, we must help jehobah understand this fact in his last days alive the only way he is able to understand. Do not feel sorry for him. Give that monster nothing.

(A “lie” is of course a scythe. Not to be confused with a Scythian… What we are speaking about here, and for convenience call a “lie”, is a non-truth. Just to let you understand.)

BALANCING THE EVIL NONSENSE

We all have one life to share and spare with us in our own life. Life is not some kind of a magical test that is just here to aid a bigger cause set above from the Gods… Forget that. We are not “paying” for any kind of “karma” in some kind of levelling of all life to be victims of being pitiful and mediocre in a positive and negative balance.

As an example from reality: If an accident happens, arranged to make the victim a complete fool by placing in visions that he can spread a message of the “light” he saw, it is just not reality. It is much like our foe and the geeky and faked “spirit possessions” they perform when it will seem to be needed for other causes; like strengthening all the lies they live on. A “spirit”, or in some cases a person with some powers or just some lent in powers, will pretend to be this invisible evil. It is often done in a comic book way, playing a charade out of useful boredom… Then they will get one of their so called mindless “priests”, or some kind of “new age-spirit-chaser”, to win over this “evil being”. It will prove what for this world? That they really are good and stronger than evil? Right… Never wondered why this evil nonsense they still are able to pull in our society and its attached junk-culture attract so ridiculously few? And that is what our foe really is fighting so hard? A bunch of dumb and insane freaks that extremely few wish to have anything to do with? They must really be insane those evil guys if they actually believe they stand a chance to win the War of all Wars… Well, it really proves they are on the good side against what must be the supreme evil, or in reality the supreme good; like We truly are. We are their “evil enemies”, of course. The difference is that we own this world and have all the rights here. Try some common sense and use it in all honour. It might be good to try it once or twice. While at it get a life living in realities.

Our foe will hide most of his evil in “good”. By that not only their tactic to pretend to be good, and training people to be false while getting increasingly sicker and extremely filthy on the inside and the outside from the lies they live in; in order to make even more weakness and evil deeds in their daily life and against our world. The main thing is that our foe actually do a lot that would to the ignorant mind seem to be good, on the surface that is. (The list is quite endless on these constructions to parasite. More or less they have taken complete control over many governments, companies, institutions, etc. These are unknowingly working for destroying countries and our own cultures from the Gods in order for a mono-non-cultural society to take shape that is helpless and cannot do anything right; the victims are incapable to fight anything at all. The junk-society is now completely powerless in reality and few worthy warriors are able to arise and defend our world. That is of course the plan of making people weak and dumb. It hurts me to say this: It is easy to murder this mono-non-cultural joke, or as the victimized call it: multi-cultural society, where no real culture is to be found anywhere. Already now the easy control is slaughtering inside this garbage society forced on “the western society”, and it is copied on the rest of the world for the same reason. China and India is next in line to be completely confused and used, making the men weak and the women into imbecilic whores. It is rotten to the core. People will now do whatever they are manipulated and led to; as long it’s considered normal for their identity… I personally refuse to call any of these kind of people human anymore, simply because there is too little real human left in their behaviour. Our foes are blaming all this filth in the world on the Gods. Well, someone really is doing this evil to our world. I am very sure it is not our Gods… It is calculated evil in progress. You have to know there is a plan behind to see what is very obvious. Our foe is a professional parasite on this world since a few thousand years ago when he was born. Especially the “western society” where he is inferior in all values you might think of; especially higher morals and beauty. His inferiority fuels his deranged hate as he is vain for no real reason. He has lied, used people, raped and murdered, to the extent that we all will know it as the worst horror and tragedy in the history of the universe. Anything else dwarfs to nothing in comparison to these crimes.

REINCARNATION, DEFENDERS AND PROGRESSION

We choose to reincarnate in life’s that will seem to be the very best for us to live. At times the life we do get can get so bad that nobody would want to live in it, regardless what the gain would be. We do destroy others life’s and are getting our lives destroyed in the War of all Wars. Myself being a prime example of a destroyed life where many people close to me or just around me has been cursed, raped, violated and murdered. We are now forced down to be just the defenders more than the aggressors, but that must change soon or we are dead. It is so much easier to drag down than build up, which is sad. We are in a real war all around us and if you have not seen it by now; then you are a victim of it.

The reincarnated are targeted. They are easily the most valuable people as all of them have more life experience and “depth” in them and could, if not dragged down and hindered, make some real impact. But, too often they can get confused into believing whatever as their families will often get afraid of the new person suddenly appearing at age four or five, and this together with the society we have to live under, will soon be forcing them down to the average low-level of understanding and knowledge. One sad trick that is in progress inside the fake “New Age” is to make the reincarnated believe that we are from other planets…, and the state of this world makes that very easy to wish for, that our superiority in mind compared to most around us, can be given that plausible explanation. Thing is that most of the reincarnated do not remember much, and the little they do remember might as well be pictures planted there to spread a false message. It all depends on who you are. Having lived thousands of years can mean nothing at all if you forget it, or you just did not get to know much. I have had some extra help through the years and if there is anyone that will really doubt anything until proven, then that would be me. It can be preferred to not be reincarnated. I have really wished for that. Not carrying around an old name and problems from someone else.

Our friends and foes from other worlds that come here now and then, some doing the same tactic as people who are, or for some really obscure psychological reason wish to believe they are, reincarnated: “Please, do not see us as Gods.” Well, nobody has ever seen them as any “gods”, that is for sure… Everyone would see them as creepy looking freaks that will cause people to get shocked. Be it that some beings hide behind a stone in the woods or come in a UFO; we can be their brothers… Well, yeah, some of them can claim that they are our kin. Some others cannot have that honour.

Truth be told, my dearest friends, this world is at the moment behind in progression in many aspects as we all know it has been stopped by the foes of the Gods in time after time. We are not less in intelligence or progression than the other worlds in general; when we do get the Knowledge back that belongs to us in our world… Then, and only then, we will start to do some real good work.

Published in: NEW TIME (THE SOLSTICE WELL, ISSUE II, 47.)

A DEAD FOE

HIGH CULTURES, MIGHT AND TRUTH

November 9, 2016 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

Are you calling yourself free and thinking without much Knowledge of anything about Reality? Nobody is blaming you personally, but there is soon no chance left for slow thinkers and the conceited anywhere… As long as a large part of this world’s brainwashed believe that their own power is enough and no might is above them; then these will continue to sink down to the lowest of the Worlds to be punished, or just be left to die if they are lucky.

HIGH CULTURE

Our high cultures are far more than the small remains and ruins that we collectively managed to save from the foes’ filthy hands. Our born within and inherited cultures, or rather our Culture, as it is largely identical and set under different names in this world. (Just a very shallow existence or an extreme ignorant would fail to see that clearly.) The people in the good and high cultures were distinguished by consciousness, clarity and honour, so the constructed non-culture that came after that should have been impossible to carry through if the people had not had been threatened, forced and murdered. This is a well-known fact and a very obvious insight among most, but still it is avoided today among weak when there is spoken of our revenge and justice! Our lives are not others’ game.

Nowadays must obviousness as that the Gods exist get a foothold in all societies…

VARIOUS

I am asked sometimes about places where you could meet forefather-spirits, or see a being or an entity. I do know where, but that is not something one should give away. Regardless if you get the mixed pleasure to meet some of these or not, it is of importance that you will never see or meet spirits, beings or entities, if these do not wish that happening for their own purpose. Now drag some rich and real conclusions out of this. Trust in nothing that is unknown.

I have also been asked about how reincarnation works. With the choice of a reincarnation is the bloodlines followed down through the kindred lineages. Relatively few are returned here, but in this time many more than usual are here for this awaited breaking-point in time.

When it comes to Godar, shamans, and a few others with higher knowledge; it is quite like inside our very own blood in that there is a gathering of Knowledge from many of the Worlds. (This doesn’t mean they would know all there is, or even what is right.) The Knowledge is constricted by the Gods and their closest to spread. The Warriors will naturally always be the highest valued in existence, here meaning the hidden and real reincarnated teachers.

OUR MIGHT

The Truth behind most of the wars, starvation catastrophes, “natural” catastrophes, spreading of sickness, the forced migration of different people, the controlled governments, all this and much more to it that is affecting our world in general is a must to regain our rightful and complete control over. Our will to take back our own might is the key. The accessories to the attacks against our world are to a large part unknowing of what they have realized and often don’t know nearly enough to see the comprehensive Reality.

The War is soon out of its words. Force and might will stand alone until Ragnarok.

STONE ON STONE

THE CURRENT STATE OF ASATRU (PART II)

June 8, 2016 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

The period of time that now has passed since the Gods last well-known time in this world is about eight hundred years and it was led in by none other than Sigge Fridulfsson who took over large parts of the world. For clueless people that really have no idea how great this was should study it closely. The Gods will return as said and promised then.

Now. The Seven Gods are here. Then there are some others that have been reincarnated around the same time that can spread their names and purpose by themselves, when and if we so wish. There have been many problems with this New Time to manifest in this world this time, and I do know the main reasons. Few people know of the Gods reincarnations as a fact and if they say anything about it people will refuse to understand as that would mean they will have to change their life, become real, grow up and take full responsibility for their life. One could say that they are trained to prefer to live chained in filth, fear and death by convenience instead of living the Gods Knowledge; life and freedom. Dumb? You bet.

We are all in the War of all Wars, as stated several times here and there in my articles, and this is very basic knowledge that has been around for thousands of years and it really is extremely ABC for any human to at least know that they descend from the Gods. What should we all do about it?, as some are quickly to ask as a reflex. First we should really understand what this actually encompasses: We have a world here owned by the Gods. We have the people in all countries that all of them still have some memories and full proof of their heritage. We have a filthy foe trying to make believe anyone following the Gods to be evil, non-existent and crazy, all at the same time…

We have ourselves and this world really is ours to own together with the Gods.

The Tru to The Gods has come a long way in their understanding, meanwhile large parts of humanity is still left dying in their nothingness. This is a major problem for humanity, or do you really have an opinion that could be any different? We are all pitiful beings, right from the highest to the lowest, if we are alone by ourselves and without might to be ourselves.

Life here is not a mistake or a gift. Life is for gaining our freedom in the War of all Wars.

STRENGTH AND VALUES

To build a real value and worth, never again by just imagining ourselves being valuable is here to stay. I would say that in the full Reality there is one value and one ideal that is acceptable for everyone and naturally that is as a warrior: Having strength in mind and being Tru to the Gods. To stay informed and educated about what matters in life, be it as a reincarnated shaman, a muscle type, a real intellectual, a caring giver and helper, when we have the same aim; then it is our Life we grow.

I do hold contempt and hatred for many today and that is not without very good and real reasons. We are under siege by beings that use people’s minds to murder them. We will now have to leave our foes dead and beneath us, at any cost. That is the somewhat easy part; getting our normality back into the world to stand by. Of course, many brainwashed will believe that our rights and any real common sense is “extreme” and “evil”, and their sickness will for some prove to be incurable. That is not a huge problem as it will just make it easier to sort out the defect. Should these defect minds be hated and killed for helping our foe and attacking us and themselves? Certainly.

For people saying that this and that is not Asatru… Well, listen close now; any of your opinions cannot be valid if you lack true Knowledge.

JUNK

No matter how convincing our foes can become for the ignorant we must never give them back the current situation that that they can be leaders in junk-culture, media and these temporary governments and other forms of rule that now is just prostitution. Our foe still has some power and it was mostly built on controlling people to believe that he has all the power… As well as forging history and pretending to be above or equal to others when in fact he is the lowest scum that exist in the Universe. Without any of you being controlled here there is not much power left here for our foe. His power here is through the dumb and sick people and they will all die like parasites always do when there is nothing to suck on.

I really have rights to uphold against the infesting scum of the earth and nothing can change that fact. I do not care what propaganda our foes use to appear as they are the greatest and most beautiful in everything, and that is a truly ridiculous lie that must die. WE are ONE.

THE CURRENT STATE OF ASATRU (PART II)

NEW TIME (THE SOLSTICE WELL, ISSUE 1, 46)

December 21, 2015 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

NEW TIME (THE SOLSTICE WELL, ISSUE 1, 46) PDF

I finished this magazine an hour ago. It is articles and photography made into a magazine.

RAGNAROK WILL COME.

October 14, 2015 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

Truth regarding our higher cultures and why they are all similar and appeared around the same time all over our world is easy to answer: The Gods have returned to this world to make a new age; in time after time.

This time the new time to come will be a little different. As the Knowledge of the Gods now will become proven and available everywhere until Ragnarok; and of course after that day until the end of time. Knowledge about the Gods and the Worlds will never again be given any chance to fall out of memory in our world. Any lack of acceptance for our reality will have to face undeniable facts regarding life here. This is our real freedom coming; and it will be good for the good, and never to be caught inside any tiny and useless struggles within the mind.

The fooled into believing that the Gods did not exist will of course be stunned. (I know I was in a mild shock for years, and I had the privilege to know deep down inside from my past.) For some it will be unbearable that they have been controlled by their very own foe to live in utmost filth and under the most extreme degradation. The present state of the world, outside the basic Knowledge, really is as dumb as it possibly can get: Our foe fake being his own foe in order to seize more control through others from pity, threats, a general lack of anything normally high and decent. (A tactic that obviously only could work in a completely deranged society.) These “beings” are making others do their dirty murdering work in exchange for empty promises about a pleasant afterlife. (As if they would have any care about the life for any of the children of the Gods…) It really is a catastrophe area we can see around us for the most part, and if some sane beings did not act against this behind the scenes I assure you the world would be much worse; dead and gone. It is an illusion that Midgard must have any of these “problems” that we all clearly can see and wish to avoid. This world is currently set up to start conflicts that will lead to murder; a usury of people against other people, the poor puppets in the current jokes called “church”, “royalty”, “governments”, “entertainment” and “media” etc. These are just empty vessels that are fed and led against themselves and their kin. These, these made into not caring for any higher life, honour and love, freedom and truth; are reacting strongly against anything of real value for life in Reality. And, what they are led to believe and act like in general is too ridiculous and heartbreaking to watch. You’ve heard all this before on its lower level. Now really try to understand it.

The Gods, or anyone of their low-life foes, do not “know everything”. If anyone could know everything in this War of all Wars, then it would have been over and done thousands of years ago. I am sad to say that there are some ancient set rules in this War that without the very basic Knowledge of the Gods is working against any common sense and free will. (But, rest assured that at least some of us do know more than enough for our survival.) The often expressed brainwashed nonsense that nobody can know anything about our afterlife, reincarnation, the Gods existence, past history, the future, the other worlds, etc. is laughable. This might have been handing down some petty and false sense of “personal might and control” in that senile and egoistical time we are leaving behind us now, but believe me; there are people that actually know much about this. Life at present has been seen while it was in the past written down to try to confirm, and sometimes pretending to be able to alter time…; that is this new time which will take place. Often making fake events that they want people to believe is the foretold story from ancient scribbling’s, and with this simple art of foretelling trying to control our present and our future. How futile…

The War of all Wars is not complicated to understand. The mind will follow what would seem to be accurate and plausible according to the limited knowledge of the person. To explain away and finding a plausible explanation is sadly too common and one of the greatest inner problems humanity has to finally deal with. This explaining away is one of the keys to use if humanity will grow up to become “real humans” and avoid more of their degeneration and slaughter.

We all know that dingbat narcissism and self-hatred has replaced any justified kind of self-esteem and that common sense is largely unknown in the present worldwide mainstream junk-society. There is of course no kind of progression in filth and retarded behavior to be found, as there is nothing new in the state of the low-life to be found anywhere under the sun… The consensus for “normality” is at present in a state of confusing insanity. The only way to look at junk-culture and the present state in all countries is as a sickness that shapes good people into scum, and it truly is nothing more than that.

Acknowledging the fact that the Gods have given their blood to the people; with it their own Knowledge and all the higher cultures is the only way, and I truly and strongly mean the only way for any real human life to survive here in Midgard. There is no such thing as “natural progression” in humanity to be found, not then or now, or anywhere.

Our parasitic foes now live in fear; and hard work comes from their fear of revenge. For their time is over. They will try anything to ensure their unwanted survival in this world, which, and this must be clarified over and over; they own absolutely nothing of. The current situation is far worse than most are able to imagine. In this breaking point in time there will be a crossroad where humanity as a whole will have to really grow up. We need a hard world until Ragnarok. The pitiful minds we see all around us today will be long gone tomorrow.

Ragnarok will come. Anything other than this fact is futile to work for now.

Truth will serve us well in the future to come.

The Gods and humanity will stand united again.

PATH TO ODIN

BITTER OCH RÄTTVIS

May 25, 2015 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

Det är nu länge sedan mitt liv blev olidligt. Milt sagt outhärdligt. Nåväl, eftersom jag inte finns kvar i det fattbara, likt ett skogshallon eller varför inte en gräsmatta, så föder min sorg och de korta sekunderna av solkad glädje inga blommor. Kanske olikt sipporna som försvann i just denna natt och väntar ett år på att göra sitt ärevarv, men innan de kan leva igen så kommer jag att le igen. Svagt, men jag kommer säkert att le någon gång inom det kommande året. Visst, ett grumlat leende, men det räknas.

Finner högsta giltiga skäl att håna och äcklas av denna myggsvärm av smutsigaste tänkbara dumhet kallad ”samtiden” (Sic!). Ser en död fågel ätas av insekter; vilka ska ätas av fåglar. Det har varit långvarigt pågående. Ja, det där överflödiga kretsloppet. Men, luder har väl å andra sidan aldrig tidigare varit så attraktivt i en så stor omfattning som just nu?

Vi är molnens blod, rinnande

Sorg dammar i sorg

Liv är död.

Forsarna, även åarna, ja, alla vattendrag; bryter sällan fram något nytt och intresseväckande. Livslögnerna flockas, så säkrast är att ljuga ljust och glatt, så körar en käck och hålögd skara dödsdömda. Men, låt andra vara nu! Ingen vill veta något viktigt! Vi har mat på bordet, sa julgrisen! Ögonen glittrade medan hon speglade sig i andras ögon och anpassade sig efter den rådande efterblivenheten. Tänk, tänk på att inte tänka och skada livsviljan, smällarna kan man ta när man blir gammal och har tid för dylika eftertankar, peps fram med eftertryck. Fel. Fel. Fel. Fel. Fel.

Tänker ibland. Hittar tillbaka till de missade möjligheternas land. För mig var det ett slagfält. Hade trots allt, i all misären jag tyvärr är tvingad att kalla mitt liv, trenne riktiga skönheter (av dussinet existerande.) vilka nästan var värdiga mig; och om de spenderade dagarna där hade varit år hade mitt liv varit, eh… gladare. Jag vet att det är ett val, ett val att leva i nuet dvs bearbeta klart och färdigt eller förtränga sina passerade dagar och nätters olustiga lidanden. Själv förträngde jag helt mina dagar efter att de olika besvikelserna blivit till realiteter och vinsten blev sedan till förluster; och det medges att ingen är dummare än undertecknad i vardagens meningslösa, men ack så sorgligt nödvändiga, eh… liv.

Vi män, även en del av de halva männen som skönhet aldrig sett åt, söker den högsta renhet och skönhet som går att finna. Denna ytlighet är, eh… sund. Tyvärr är vi just nu kvar i det sjukaste samhälle som existerat; där det fagra ska besudlas och all verklig skönhet i ”kropp och själ” förnekas och dras ner till förmån för… Ja, det äckligaste och fulaste som går att finna, ”i jämlikhetens namn”. Det är långt värre än bara hat och mord.

Så kväljande och skrämmande,

självsäkert tar ideligen illusionen plats

och kallar sig prövande och förnyande nödvändig…

Min vegeterande tillvaro har haft sina liggsår. Som spelman var min karriär kort och omsusad. Mina världsomspännande resor blev en lek med döden, som slutade ännu värre. Men, jag klandrar bara min framtid för mina tidsresande misstag. Och fiendens orena sökande efter att besudla tar ständigt samma recept…, som om de lögner och fabrikationer de sprider kunde få fastna i Verkligheten. Som om de inte fastnade på fabrikören… Är spådd, förutsagd, lämnad ensam i farleder där skären är mig skenbart övermäktiga. Men, jag är på stranden och tänder mitt dödsskepp till en seger ingen ännu kan ana eller se. Så är min makt.

I DO NOT DREAM IN FREE LIT MAGAZINE III

April 24, 2015 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

Here we go again. Third time in Free lit Magazine. The article to read is “I do not Dream”. I did contribute with a poem, but… I am not good enough anymore for poetry. Anyway, here you go folks.

WRITING POETRY

March 9, 2015 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

(Reblogged, rewritten and now included in THE SOLSTICE WELL.)

A writer writing about writing. How very original of me. You can skip by this article…

I have been writing some kind of poetry for over twenty years now and I clearly remember the first words penned down that were found a little too good to throw away. After that initial shock I gathered bits here and there, and it felt natural for me to write. I had to. It was really all I had at that time.

Initially, it was mostly about my personal suffering, what I could remember bits of and get hold of at that time, with my empty hope attached to it. Little did I acknowledge how bad my life really had been and were to become… I still write a bit like that today. I guess that it would be seen as very egoistic to do that kind of self-indulgence if I didn’t, big hearted as I am, include everyone and everything within that aspect of myself. Right? Right. I was walking around thinking and planning poetry in the supposedly intellectual town of Uppsala, and later in the supposedly “arty and semi-intellectual” part of Stockholm, Södermalm, for a few years. I did write some manuscripts that took forever and three or four days to make. Later on that got burnt up in mysterious fires, set by myself. I planned on starting up a small book publishing company as I have always been more attracted to planning the “business side” more than the actual writing. I think that at some point in my life, around fourteen years of age, I found it to be smarter to let others produce the normal junk and me mostly working with their junk instead. Sadly, few people did have interest in making their junk for me to handle at first, so I had to go down the drain first… (Story of my life.)

I never had the common thinking that if I take part in anything that it would have any shared part of me. The “guilt by association”, or if good a “shared status”. That is a retarded thinking, in most cases. Of course, if I did produce something negative with intent to harm or hurt something that is positive then it would be despicable. I guess, or rather I know, that I more just liked to picture myself as a writer than actually being one. I guess most writers do, the writing is not something any good writer like to do… I do try to avoid telling people that I write a bit, not only as I have published so little, it is more about the questions that follow suite. Also, the notion that if you write you must be really smart. I have a problem with that as I’m really dumb.

I often hear that most poets are amateurs, seeing that they rarely can sell enough to be called professional writers. This is mostly from people that seldom can find anything of value other than what kind of money something can bring; in order to set food on their table. Otherwise it is just air. They might be right in a sense. Anyway, this degeneration in sales of poetry is nothing to wonder about at all. Poetry today is mostly crap that has nothing interesting to say to anyone. And, it has been that way for hundreds of years due to the lack of Knowledge, a lack of everything really. That poetry has gone even more downhill since the Second World War ended is hardly worth noticing; that is just my universal and valid opinion. All these personal scribbling’s about love and suffering, all these simple and not knowledgeable thoughts on society and life, and all that plain nonsense that is thrown around in general, it is offending to me. For those that use poetry as a dumpster, where they with great exaggeration express “feelings”, really should start to search for other playgrounds as it deeply harms poetry. These “poets” have given up on poetry as the vehicle for Truth. Now they are writing poetry for the sake of writing and posing with it as “poetry”. Am I better than these described hazards? It is a question of reference points. Most do not understand, or care, what I write, but they will.

Have the poets given up to be the leaders for their folk? Do they try to be the teachers or would that just be impossible in today’s sad state of it all? We the poets; these visionaries, these Truth-seekers, the highest thinkers, the hunters in the ultimate quest to bring beauty, real freedom and Knowledge back to this world. Is it all lost as a goal for most to at least try? Is this a fait accompli? I personally see very little of interest in verse and rhyme, it is more or less the same silly melodies again and again, and then again. Most of versed and rhymed poetry is to be read like songs for children even if it deals with death and suffering. With free verse we have another problem. It is mostly just prose in hiding. Foul and boring. Have you heard anyone complain that poetry is boring? I have heard myself say that in my mind so many times now that it’s not even funny.

Strangely enough, other forms of literature, that all at some point in history have been derived from poetry, have much more impact on society at the moment. These are trends of little significance, I might add. The form is slightly different, but the content is more or less just boring dumb junk in all literature. I remember twenty years ago when I sent my poetry manuscripts (Under a taken name, as I was not really content with my writing at all. Still kind of wished to be published though…) to publishers; that they actually told me to write some kind of detective novels, or at least novels instead. Never. I wouldn’t defile myself with low class writing like that. Ha! Never! I guess I share this with most people that write poetry. We are so proud. (Well… I did write a “novel” that took me over two years to write, and was never really completed or seen by anybody other than me. That one is gone in a fire since long ago now. It was not a sell-out… I should have kept that one. Nah.)

I do see a real future for “poetry”. A future where it lyrically will never again be seen as just equal to the often empty lyrics made for music. Never to be seen upon as personal problems voiced by the angst-ridden in their need. Not as just some simple structures to please the simple minded sing-a-long-people with. Poetry will become a strong weapon against nothingness itself. I will of course be the leader. Where will you be?

(All irony to be found here is very unintentional.)

POETRY FLOWERS!

LIVING ABOVE THE ILLUSION

December 13, 2014 by 1 SIGFRIDSSON

Ever had the feeling that life at the present is a big set up, especially made to work against your will and anything good happening in your life? What if that was correct and not just a feeling? Welcome.

I could tell about my life and the different shades of negativity and darkness, the strangeness and bitterness that life brings here. Nobody outside those who know would believe it, so… Later.

I think daily about a multitude of things that I should do. I have to start making some goals here in this worthless life that surrounds me, right now. Or later.

TRAVEL

I have been around the block a few times. Travelling is what you do when you have no life and wish to imagine that you are doing something with your life. I guess it is all pretty much the same everywhere in this mono-cultural world, that of course call itself multi-cultural… This upside-down-world breeds the most dumb animals, and if you think that “things just happen”, then you are one of these victims. I pity you. Let me define what culture is. Later.

I hate to travel. Carrying around stuff you need. The strain of being forced into meeting people you would prefer to see dead. The waiting for planes or buses and the smelly rides. Travelling is like eating a huge cake that taste like crap and it is full of fat that you have to work the rest of your life to get rid of. Was the sunset in that vacation spot worth it?

PRETTY PLACES LIKE ME

To have everything and not being able or permitted to use it. Can anyone else imagine that frustration? Ah well, beauty is all our eyes need to survive another day. I tried this for a longer period: Avoiding everything that was not strikingly beautiful. Almond trees in bloom and a stunning landscape helped me with that. Not a good idea. Still, I have done a few things that I knew was less than good ideas; like trying to live like a homeless for a period some seven years ago. The list is small for these private tests on life and reality, and it does not feed my need for knowledge and insight enough. The wages are not enough. Everyone would hate me if I did not try to be more human, so there you go. Love me tender.