I did sessions with rose-hip last fall and winter, so now I take the flowers.



Here is a stone-hill filled with taken away stones.
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There is a leaning larder collecting in what is already eaten.
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(All still as ardent as a forgotten memory of a light burned out.)
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The surpassed present time is without real answers
and sowing here without harvest in a curious connection
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Viet knows what Honour causes, while here now life;
last and finally is mostly for ill hidden purposes grief
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IN WITH THE UNREACHABLE TO GRAB!
TAKE THE FINAL STEP!
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Be a solidity with the striking-weapon; Clarity and Right,
and fill up the patience, break here down suffering!
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BE THE WORLD A WITHSTANDING DELIGHT!
NOW LIVE YOURSELF FULL!
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It begins.
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Enter to the present time with something monumental:
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TRUTH.

Choice is stone on flowers
or flowers on stone
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YOU THERE! Follow me here and step on meandering ant-tracks
continuing down through the meadowland; in just this spring
which now remade by the meltwater runs over into…
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Summer, went past reflecting other little summer memories
up here on juniper tree hills and field islands; down by the creeks
we turn our embraces around full-grown wild strawberry ditches
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The water-mirror slumbered stuck further down in the old hollow
with its pine-needles and dust swimming on after― So prettily teasing
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We will see invisibly lifted stone shards there behind the glade
by saddened hardened in each corner ― Yet they’re playing
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The views are here allowed to be us stretched far and wide,
reachable, for us hastily taken in right before…
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Autumn, a scent around blot wood and mushrooms in damp moss
from a silent hiding-place where one single leaf has hanged itself on;
following true life-gladness in search after worth seeing; stainless.
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It died down meanwhile the river silenced below the ridge
and beside me sat a frosted fog denseness in a smile;
in its cold and snowfilled winterarms winterfairest shine
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We return home inside the soll!
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We strike forward our years on mountains!
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We break Earth’s veins!

Where fallow stayed accessible for years
gleaming in its coldest nightstones; calling
inside the forests snow-covered darkness
as night grew all its frost ready; to cling
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Watching the remains sunken down in blood.
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(My intensive double eyes
telling about my earlier lives,
remember now my clearest traces.)
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Following my longings impossible demands,
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That,
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which never at any time will caress;
cutting a heart that thought too hard; My grave.
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And all my beauty is now dead, as yours,
which in all of you so wrench and aggrieve
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Missing me. My longing is cured.
FINDING. AM. BRED.
I am the new essence matured.
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Extinguishing all my wounds suffering,
and awake, afore beauty dies, once more.

Det mest självklara för vargen förvånar fåren.
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Ser en dödad vinterbrodd fastfrusen träcket
och igenkänner de direkt födda ner i gravfamnen:
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Fattiga ungskogarna, tätt eller glest växta,
i ett frånvarande tillstånd vänder till trotset
däri själva vissnandet upptar all deras tid…
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Sårbara, så gåtfullt överens med hårdaste erfarenheten,
växta på en stenbumling med rötterna synliga runtom
felslut som; tvivel, olust, sorger, vekhet och misär
där orden mest bjuder på gammal halvmesyr
dugligt till smickret; klent till Verkligheten
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Fulländat dagdrömda dansade på nattgammal is,
äcklande gynnade produkter fria från renhet
och har frihet till hopp om ynklig nåd efter illdåd,
ty ungdomens dumheter slösar ungdomens glöd bort
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Vänner! Såren kommer till innan lidandet
och täckes sällan över av att gjort är gjort
för när det strids om att få äta tistlarna,
vara mest kväljande trälföda lekt i lort,
kommer döden aldrig hit för fort
